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guilty indulgence

2012-02-03T21:48:00.002+08:00

haha wanted to post about this like since !@$%^ ago.

korean dramas are horrible. they are so addictive! and this drama makes all of us hopeless romantics >< im swooning over each episode arghhh that's why i finished it in less than a week. neglecting all homework and urgency in constant revision. should watch it only after the A's LOL.

heheh secret garden! to be honest the story is so-so lorh it's like typical korean romances the leads go round and round and then after all adversities they are together and happy ending. the interesting part is really the switching of bodies (ohgosh the humour; the actors are really good in acting!). and probably cause some parts are like so zzzz that's hilarious and some really funny scenes. and the cheesiness is totally, -shudders- but damn sweet warao.

and watching it is like going through a emotional rollercoaster nearing the ending it was like super sad and then at the end it was like happy happy ending LOL reminds me of boys over flowers actually.

oh oh and hyun bin looks superbly good in the drama (!!!) and haha jiwon has a very cool demeanor heheheh.

though the side cast is also awesome ahaha secretory kim is like funny max and director park is stuck in my head for the way he said whyyyyyy.

haha shall stop this craze already LOL

a sea of strawberries

2012-01-22T19:07:00.003+08:00

red for cny LOL.

hurray for cny haha long weekend. but somehow, the festive feeling is not strong as last year's ): and the school concert is really, a concert. there's nothing chinese new year-ish stuff except for the mandarin oranges.

had 2 steamboats this week muahahaha if i follow what mr ng says i guess i owe a hundred rounds of running around the track. had our traditional steamboat gathering at kristal's house again, and the most amazing thing is the air fryer! no need oil also can fry omg so cool and fried cheese tofu is like daebak!!!

then another at home haha we've got beer woohoooooo~ ^^

happy cny! :D it's a festive to gorge on food :D

cn blue released a new song not long ago! haha random.

after a @#$%^&* week

2012-01-15T23:17:00.002+08:00

kawaii not ahahaha! i think some of the cutey things are from anime.

i've survived last week! omg it was such a tiring and depressing week. the worst week ever. i hope from there, things will start to get better. thankyou to all those who have been so helpful and encouraging! and sorry to my group for falling asleep like forever on the last day before the submission of the report :X

enjoyed myself again in the weekend, i wonder why i still lack the urgency in doing homework. it's not as if i have plenty of time. i've still got holiday homework undone.

from FEBRUARY onwards okay. i will be nerd nerd.

i will try lock the computer up. and lock myself in my room. AND REVISE LIKE MAD.

my mum asked me again: can go university or not?

and she proceeded to ask me how many a's and b's and c's i've got last year.

and i was like !@#$%^&* how many times you asked me that i also want get a's and b's and go uni -.-

i guess i just have loads of patience and a high level of tolerance.

on a decline slope

2012-01-11T00:41:00.002+08:00

i guess this picture mean something else but anyways. this is kinda like what we went through since start of school.

maintained an optimistic outlook on start of school.

then it gets increasingly worrying.

and then we get depressed and thus pessimist.

after the world crashed down we decided to look at the issue realistically. and salvage it.

and now we are trying to survive past this week.

next week you will see the old me (hopefully!).

old.

2012-01-01T20:43:00.002+08:00

let's welcome 2012! despite everything, it's the new year and it's a brand new start for everybody!

i think. this is a very good summary. exactly what we go through every year in fact.

although i still have the mentality of a 16 year old and that nothing seems accomplished, it's interesting to realise that we've gone through so much!

anyway on this first day of the year, i shall hope to:

1. HAVE MORE SELF DISCIPLINED.

2. HAVE FUN.

3. BE SMARTER.

yeah, i guess it sounds relatively simple but i dont think i can easily achieve all 3. oh wells. nevertheless, i hope this year fly pass like a whoosh~ too! ^^

poker face

2011-12-29T21:17:00.001+08:00

it's so depressing recently. very indeed. what have i landed myself into.

i dont know have been missing netball a great deal. not only the game but what it taught us over the years. without it, i've been less disciplined. in terms of punctuality and studies.

and then there's mental strength. i used to be so sure, so certain, so confident that as long one persevere, one will succeed. i'm losing that belief.

i should be aim to be face challenges like that soon:

The One That Got Away- Katy Perry (cover) Megan Nicole

2011-12-28T17:13:00.001+08:00

she's talented! her voice is beautiful.

reminds me of iu i dont know why, maybe it's cause they can both covers well and play a guitar ;D

tik tok on the clock

2011-12-26T23:45:00.002+08:00

hope you all had a merry and fun christmas! ((:

i'm still practicing escapism in this festive season, and i'm a master in procrastination. really enjoyed myself this holiday, and i guess all good things (or times) will come to an end. very soon in fact.

this holiday, i've been to places where i've hoped to go, done things that i had wished ever since the eoys, and had fun like everybody's supposed to in the dec holidays. and of course, spent money as if it's nothing else but a piece of paper or plastic.

i guess. it's time to meet up with reality.

focus.

and i shall start by spamming homework every single day. hopefully i succeed. i realised my words mean nothing at all. i talk, and i dream big, i want to achieve a million things and yet i'm lazy to even move a pinkie. and that's one major flaw i aim to eliminate next year.

may we all achieve our heart desires.

again.

2011-12-14T21:47:00.002+08:00

tea party.

ohmygosh it's been months and years since we played netball again and it's wonderful we can finally be playing the sport as a team together.

how weird it is, to catch a ball far bigger than the tchoukball, and to stick to the opponent like malt candy. but i guess we still have the flow, minus all silly mistakes made.

how wonderful it is, to not feel the immense pressure (though we were all still nervous heh) and play freely without any scoldings (but coach was still there).

sports is always fun ^^

and we had lunch with mc! never see her for a dozen years and the few stalkers are as crazy as ever. yeah hope to see her again and more gatherings to come~ ((:

same same but different

2011-12-11T23:21:00.004+08:00

the past five days were the most enriching cip experience ever. i didnt regret signing up for childaid 2011 ((: it's like a concert by young people and children to help needy children. of course it was tiring and totally sian at some points of time, but was really happy yesterday ^^

was assigned as chaperone to the ballerinas, who are really angels as compared to some other kids especially those boys who are hyperactive. chaperone is something like a facilitator, just that we have to usher and cue them to be on stage. other than that was babysitting the little kids.

it gets pretty tiring especially we are always the earliest to arrive in the morning and the latest to finish everything, checking that the performers didnt leave anything in the dressing rooms. and it's especially stressed when in the backstage and having the walkie talkie is just so... weird.

when we first started wenhui jiahui and i (lol our names so similar right! :D) were always swimming in our own land cause the other chaperones reported 2 weeks earlier and knew the concert perfomances head to toe. and we were like... what? all the time.

but it got better after a few days and lol there was this reporter-like lady from shanghai who talked to me for almost half an hour while i was on duty managing 2 groups of performers (i guess cause no one can really speak chinese). woah multi tasking was difficult i was listening to the walkie talkie and trying to decipher what the lady was saying and coming up with a reply in chinese! mymy chinese. how long have i not used it haha. she asked so many questions that got me thinking and it became like a reflection.

like how this cip is entirely different from those that we usually have such as marathons and helping out in orphanage/old folk's home. chaperoning the performers was real back-stage work and it was the coolest experience ever. it was like going on stage, and when there's applause, you can feel the pride and joy, like you've helped to put a performance together. and when the concert ended, it's kind of funny when we look happier than the performers lol.

and this whole cip is just something completely away from academics and schooling. it's an exposure to something that makes everyone feel happy-- music.

it's wonderful that the performers have found their calling at such tender ages, like as young as 6. they know what they want to be in the future, they hope for achievements, and they are working towards their dreams. in comparison i'm walking a path that might lead me to nowhere and my interests do me no good because everything is to be practical in the world i live in. i hope someday, i can finally find and pursue something that i'm truly passionate about.

anyway, the concert was a success and it had a good ending. i shall hope to volunteer next year as chaperone again heheh! :D

life indeed.

2011-12-06T00:30:00.003+08:00

so many bloody things to worry about.

1. the childaid cip with the role that leaves us all gong gong and lost

2. the ultimate fight between bacteria and plants

3. my super clean and untouched pile of homework

4. my holy 12 am sleep time curfew

5. my expected responsibility over everything in the house after my parents fly off

and the list goes on just that i pushed them to the back of my mind and hope they never resurface again.

feel so ever pathetic with the lack of time and the burden placed on me. i dont get why my parents placed so much expectations and responsibility on me and then find it as an excuse to treat me as their punching bag. they only show concern when they worry if i can take care of my sisters with my busy schedule.

and wow today arent sleeping early at 12 what a miracle all thanks to my sister who's still bathing in the middle of the night with no one shouting at us to sleep early wonderful.

life's full of surprises.

f(x) 에프엑스_HOT SUMMER_MUSIC VIDEO

2011-11-27T12:23:00.000+08:00

LOL perfect for singapore it's always summer here.

didnt really like the song at first it's kinda repetitive but it's okay after awhile idk the style's like different from girls' generation etc.

and omg the chio chio girl is the sister of snsd's jessica! good genes really run in the family. and the girls in the group are damn young ._.

it's going strong

2011-11-25T00:45:00.002+08:00

wah havent been posting for a million years! too absorbed in watching adam's couple its like my only life right now lol. but its really super duper funny! :D
i used to think i will never get into the korean wave since it's a diff language and why would anybody understand the shows or songs. wahpiang now finally know how addictive it is. it's as if im following the trend zzz which i didnt want to.

ayeeeeeeeee some kind of holidays this is. the science project is getting hectic though we only sort of started last or this week but it feels pretty long it's like going to school everyday to look at bacteria and back home researching. but sometimes i feel really grateful to the school like this is really a good opportunity. like honesly speaking, how many students get to work with bacteria?? and mr theodore is actually quite nice nia.

today's such an eventful day i dont know to cry or be happy. went for the tchoukball selection test at bedok there and heng ah, got xiaodan ithink i would have dug a hole and hide inside. never had i missed meilin and huixian so much (for tchouk lah)!!! wahh awkward max wanted to go home liao. the people there are so zai can really really very scary wahh i must be a fool to listen to coach. but have never wanted to get selected and today was such an eye opener!
and i injured my thumb -.- how suay can i be lolol even before the game started -.- im totally spooked out i just hope my thumb is okay my bones are very strong and my tendons super flexible. just like how on the first day of netball with ms puva i twisted my ankle -.- issit an omen that i should have never taken the sports path LOL. maybe i should have done music and continue dance heheheh.
people from the club is friendly but ahhhh the ppl look so much younger than they are that is super scary. yeah feel kinda out of place and a burden to xiaodan omg sorry :/

maybe im just cooped in rv for too long really weird to meet new ppl.

right left front, retreat?

2011-11-14T23:46:00.003+08:00

choices choices choices, oh damn it. where do you keep all these if you want them all?

there's so much stuff on my mind and i really dont know how to allocate my time and thoughts. all i know is, my good few days after pw is coming to an end and that is a sad sad thing indeed.

really worried for my friend(s), and being a noob like me with zero awareness i just miss out everything. people are scary creatures and seriously it's a little difficult to deal with sometimes. i just hope we find a solution and everything will turn for the better.

and boom i dont know why commitments seem to be crashing down like today maybe recently i dont know if i can cope with all these! honestly the science project is gonna take out loads of time from me and problem is deadline's one and half months away and we had barely started. i doubt the execution is gonna be smooth sailing. i pray we are sailing in the right direction. plus another written report 3000 words nightmare.

then there's cip. cip's okay and im like jumping in joy now cause i think i made the right decision not to go for yvip. if i joined that i think at the start of the year i would have turned into a zombie. AND I REALISED HOLIDAYS ARE ENDING IN LIKE, 7 WEEKS TIME?? -faints-

how to finish the bloody pile of homework by that time. )':

and there's tchoukball and netball. i'm like cui max stamina's like bottom pit man and yet i still wanna continue choke a ball and now im caught in this stupid dilemma !@#$%^&* though im definitely joining the club (hx you better join too if you ever read this IF NOT I PUNCH YOUR KNEE aye joking lah).

holy god and c'div 08 netball team's making a comeback... with 1 friendly match LOLOLOL and i wonder how many training sessions we can have. seriously ah. hahahaha quite a joke.

how to balance all theseee wahhh what have i landed myself into! and my studies is not that kind can make it one how to compromise ):

ml told me to think about what i wanna do when i grow up. coach asked us what we want to pursue for recreation when we start our working life. and i wondered if i want to have a boring life.

i want a 1001 things and too be honest i know what i want after uni. and i want to start young before i get old. but there's so many things that i want to do that i think it's impossible. though of course right now, i hope i can believe in myself and choose the decision using my heart, not my head.

WHICH IS A BAD IDEA IM A RATIONALE PERSON AHHHHHHH.

good life good life good good life

2011-11-12T11:44:00.003+08:00

finally ended pw! though sad sad sad cause we were rushing we didnt take a group photo with mr wnog ): to think about it we didnt take any group photos at all LOL but we are still a bonded group k ^^ though ahem.

the feeling's as high as like eating that brownie! -swoons-

will miss pw though the experience wasnt that bad. yeah like smbody say will miss 4/5 of it. LOL.
then went to catch you are the apple of my eye in the evening with wenting they all heheheh!

LOL apple mah. ^^

-swoons somemore-
so shuai and so pretty lolol. movie isnt that bad as tseyin said haha but the book's definitely nicer ^^ and not as sick LOL.
aiyohh but the ending's kinda sad.

yeah thats gonna kickstart a whole series of celebrations yeah! muahahahaha who cares about what homework etc i wanna go kbox soonish! woohoo~

days w/o pretty pics

2011-11-08T23:42:00.002+08:00

today was meant to be a happy day. it isnt that bad either actually. just that we are not yet done with it ZZZ. feeling so magnimous out of a sudden, being able to tolerate all these funny and out of the blue stuff thrown into our faces. it's no wonder we are getting a little kee siao. it's contagious dont stay too near to us LOL.

looking right at the bright side now i hope everything will go smoothly and really last day for practise! can do it and shall do it muahahaha :D

and then i shall blog with pictures LOL heheh!

and we go up up into the sky

2011-11-03T21:18:00.002+08:00

this is such weird timing to blog. with op coming and everything.

these few days i've been riding on an emotional rollercoaster. i feel everything, but mostly it's constant worrying and exasperation. and being helpless.

op question: what would you have done differently in your project?
i can tell you i would have done a thousand million different things and i will try to scrape that nice part out of me. i would have been a shameless obstinate ridiculous bitch, and would have done everything that i could to secure an A grade. but regret's always too late, isn't it.

not that im saying that given the current situation is not worth an A grade, but judging now with my biased opinion an A grade is like... a hope rather than confidence.

i think after pw i will have plenty of insights and reflections.
and i cant wait to start on the bo project, im getting so sick of all these now. though, of course, good memories will still remain and i hope after pw, that's the only thing i will remember (:

hell and paradise

2011-10-15T22:18:00.004+08:00

havent been updating haha! but today happy happy just feel like posting something.

but blogger is going haywire i cant post pictures and i cant type continuously tsktsk arghhh ):< but still, LONG LONG LONG POST AHEAD.

today had the north face 100 cip, with people really running 100km! ohmy. that's like super shocking cause i cant even complete 5km currently. went with ah gooi we both thought we hadnt been to macritchie but in actual fact we did lah, for the 5-8km runs we had last time in the weekends.
saw the track people and mr quek, and gooi even asked if they are running for the 100km. LOL. of course not haha. the 100km run started at 1am this morning.

so right gooi and i signed up together but in the end we didnt end up with the same job! since we are both foodies we signed up for food station but in the end gooi was assigned to water station and i was at central food station with zhiying. only two of us for that shift! O: and i didnt know her lah, so was sad sad sad at first. somemore cannot swop duties.

zhiying is super duper nice and her voice sounds like somebody that i know. anyway we went there and there is grouchy woman 1 who seems to be a perfectionist and made us do loads of stuff while the other from the previous shift slack slack slack. i think it's cause we very guai do whatever she told us to do. so she bully us. and we arrange the food till we salivate like mad but the people keep telling us cannot eat.):

then still okay lah then comes grouchy woman 2. somehow grouchy woman 1 left after awhile to fend for ourselves. grouchy woman 2 is grouchier and more perfectionist lah she made us carry things here and there cause the presentation of the food not very good then we are like thinking what the hell did we do all the stuff at first -.- while we fume and hallucinate about food somehow the mad rush was suddenly here and we are like running around to get stocks for the food which includes:
apples bananas grapes+strawberries, subway cookies, subway sandwiches, marigold jelly puddings, hard boiled eggs, curry puffs and mineral water!

(look at the variety offered by subway! O:)

of course alot volunteers helping out but then again not all efficient nia. got this lady only stand there and tell me that must tell the runners can only take one each but i told her i need to replenish the cookies+sandwiches(which are under her -.-) so i completely ignored her. somemore isnt it ridiculous if you ran like the whole day and only entitled to 1 small sandwich? it looks smaller than 6inch please. AND THERE ARE STILL LIKE BOXES OF EVERYTHING.

some people smart take second helping the lady got spot lah but i ignored her again hahahaha cause busy busy arranging sandwiches (which the lady never really help). and it's damn tiring honesltly. as i put it: manual labour.

and so we run here run there rush here rush there and grouchy woman 2 still ordering us to do this do that zhiying and i pekcek liao. anyway when the crowd eased i told the lady and grouchy woman 2 that people can take more if they want, since there's still many boxes of food. but somehow they worried about rest of people not enough food so must rationise the food. means cannot display too much food. which we ignored also LOLOL there were still like boxes of cookies (peanuts and raspberry since they dont have tags for it so shouldnt display them ._.)

anyway then at the end they say still around 470 volunteers and there was enough food for them but then like only 47 people come like that leh. LOLOL by that time got less people and then we were allowed to kope muffins cause there were like dozens of boxes of muffins and more than enough for some food. but the most tempting is still the cookies we were drooling over double choc which in the end ran out of stock. but before that i stole one whole cookie ;D somehow we koped alot of food later on. except the sandwiches which is a big no no. anyway the grouchy woman becomes less grouchy and she rmb my name and she told us can eat muahaha.

anyway cut to the chase exciting part! when the whole race is ending soon (100km, 50km, 25km) then we had like STILL BOXES OF FOOD SIAO ONE YOU KNOW. then we were like advertising for the food and stuffing everyone as much food as possible even passer bys and volunteers lol! damn funny the volunteers some we know (from rv also) then we were like come come i given you plastic bag you take home for your famliy friends and neighbours anyone you know then we like force them to eat. the runners also we tell them to take all they want they look so happy lah hahaha! then some look super auntie! and when the plastic bags went out (which are not supposed to be given out) then we say i give you box! you bring home this this that and that! super funny one zhiying and i are like forcing them to take everything home. and got this uncle we gave him a box with like XXX food, and one whole entire tray of hard boiled eggs! look like he went shopping at market LOL.

then we (actually only me) got auntie i packed super lot of cookies plus some sandwiches and curry puff after realising super nice plus jellies for dessert wah i super nice to my family. PLUSPLUS eva gooi came back with 4 cartons of milo and she passed me two and i was like wah! (cause i ask her save some milo for me and she brought me back 2 litres! O:) zhiying also dont want then i have like XXXXXX food in my (sis's) bag it was on the verge to break liao lah and i brought back one whole tray of muffins home cause they had like 20+ trays left can you believe it!

so from initially no touching of the food to stuffing people with food and auntie max kope like so much food the change damn drastic i feel bad to those people who only had one serving poor them. in the end we still had boxes of sandwiches and cookies but i dont know what the organiser did to them they just wheel them somewhere else.

in the end shagged like i dont know what but so much food we damn happy and somemore giving people food is a very happy thing to do since they were also very happy got this whole group say they go picnic alr. and the auntie volunteers also super joke they keep saying the leftover food
the monkeys will eat. only one of their many convos on monkeys:

auntie 1: who eat hard boiled eggs!
auntie 2: monkeys!
auntie 1: monkey got eat eggs one ah?
auntie 2: modern monkeys lorh!
dont know why just sounds damn funny! where got modern or non-modern monkeys one!

and then got this few runners talking in front of the station and it was like:
guy: you run very fast leh!
girl: no lah!
guy: i cant even smell your fart!
LOLOLOL

we keep laughing cause alot of funny stuff happen lol.
wah this time the token is really hard earned money but at the same time i gained so much (food). aiyohh. i hope they dont waste too much food X:

cause we are all different

2011-10-09T12:20:00.002+08:00

guys and girls think very differently.
maybe it's easier to be a guy sometimes; they like simplicity. whereas girls think too much.

im still very amused, and mostly annoyed by the ignorance of my academics by my parents despite many times of explanation.
me: i've got pw in november. it's an a' level subject.
my mum: aiyah you mean preparation this year for your a' levels next year only mah!

and she still thought that i took a' level higher chinese last year.
epicness.

the blues blues blues

2011-10-07T23:40:00.002+08:00

^^

lol today after the mock op so many people ask me why i look so sad. nah i dont think i was really sad i think more of worried and also exasperated lol. it's like something stuck inside but i just cant say it out nor do anything. and feeling pretty moody these days, i shall say it's just temporary mood swings. been getting annoyed and whining much, really sorry to those people who have to endure it all! kbox made me so much more happier yesterday haha it's like a form of release you know. and im glad that i've some really great friends.
which makes me miss 4a cause people were simple honest sincere and comfortable (with exceptions haha) though many deem us as muggers but whatever.

i never want to have my displeasure shown and i hope to have respect for my personal space and i dont want to be my own walking diary and my life does not necessarily always XXXXXXX.
i think im way too understanding already that i think im always at fault. but now i just hope to oversee and forget.

2011-10-04T22:12:00.002+08:00

ah the cakes look so nice. siao i've been eating alot of other stuff after dinner and now im salivating over these pictures.

anyway nowadays the curiculum is good, i think, just that it took out pe so sad and so many more pw slots! but i guess it's good that they kinda force us to do work. i think it's the examinations and a slack previous week, that made us so unfocused during lessons/lectures! stamina for it is super low lah, been dozing off like some jet lagged traveller.

haha been lazy to post and lazy go find nice pictures after the downloaded funshion changed my toolbar D:<

heartstrings!

2011-09-30T23:02:00.003+08:00

hahaha i finally finished heartstrings! very nice heeheehee but i compared it with a little of you're beautiful horh, this one more on romance and less humour lolol but still very nice ^^
though one thing i always cannot really stand is that it's so cliche (some scenes lah some) ._. it's like things that will never happen in reality but i think people fantasize until like that aiyayah. like where got so devoted ppl one but if not so kua zhang then the drama not as exciting liao lol.

heehee there were so many eye candies in the show to swoon over lol think i going mad liao.

the ice cream look damn nice lah they got double scoops wah! ahh the male lead~ :D

the drummer! he's a little mad/weird in the show but very funny and cute ^^

haha this guy look a little constipated here. but very shuai also right haha lol.

the music in this drama not bad leh ^^ and only 15 episodes aiyohh like a bit de short so fast watch finish already. shall watch you're beautiful next my sister say very funny heheheh.

terrors of all terror

2011-09-27T21:47:00.003+08:00

i realised what's so scary about food. they tempt you but make you fat/unhealthy. it's a silent killer.

so i've been gorging damn lot of food really really getting fat and i really mean it! been baking cakes and i've seen the amount of butter and sugar added in, and it's kinda eeewww when you think about it though i think my choc cake not bad for this time hahaha. yah and there's chocolate chips omg i spammed it cause needa finish the whole (okay a quarter) pack.

and then my sister bought 2 tubs of ice cream back cause it was on offer. LOLOL siao liao my family eats ice cream like drink water like that very fast disappear one we also dont know how come so fast. normally 1 2 litre tub of ice cream will be gone at most in 5 days. though ice cream is still... lovely! hahaha!

recently still eat so much fast food and have so much ice cream i think no hope already the amount of fats cannot be gone through exercising one lolol.

so it's like very nice to eat but then later who knows what's stuck in your body and you will never get it out rahhhh.

cute not hahahaha why will ppl bear to eat them!

2011-09-25T23:12:00.002+08:00

feeling a little sad cause couldnt catch their concert in singapore! in the f1 race concert today at padang (i think). tickets arent that ex if i rmb correctly is was around 38 bucks (?) but it's late at night and tmr have school. boohoo.

an entire day in orchard

2011-09-24T22:28:00.002+08:00

today regina and i went to this legendary place with long snaking queues to shop! i mean window shop. the picture very ugly though, not i pai one haha we went at the night and the scenery much nicer ^^ the stuff are not bad and very affordable! but i i realised it's all the same, as in clothes in h&m are relatively similiar to those in cotton on, forever 21 maybe topshop. i think it's what they perceive as fashionable i suppose, like those patterns/styles are in trend right now. but i think it's kinda boring i like my own style more as in, less girly/not into dresses and acessories yet that kind of thing, i reckon comfort is still the most impt!
though it's really quite cool there, there's like 3 stories and ironically the men and children department/floor was the most crowded one.
wanted to get this earmuff for XXX but decided against it cause we are both broke and indecisive, though we had so many signs that we totally should buy it. maybe we think to much hahaha!

on our way there we saw this band performing sorry my phone camera really cui but this band is really cool they do acapella and beatboxing and they are good! we stayed for a english chinese and malay song each woah they are like trilingual lol. i think they said they participated in the superband before though i dont know what's their group name.

and before we went window shopping.... we had XXX cip at wisma atria! cannot be explicit later they can trace us and flame us haha nolah no lah. so started the day off early in the morning it was a bright and sunny day and we could have slept in for another hour cause the in charge told us to reach an hour earlier by mistake but anyway regina was lateeeee and so we were late but not very late! so we floated in wisma for awhile oogling at food stalls and at clothes and stuff but the shops arent open yet lah LOL it was earlyyy.

then there was lotsa dragging and blah and then we went supposed to be in charge of the tee shirt stocks to pass to the ppl registering the particpants. it was boring and kinda busy and very irritating at times and dark cause we were hiding behind the black canvas but i think it's pretty interesting isnt it a sense of accomplishment to see so many boxes of teeshirts all given out and stuff! hahaha.

oh the food was nice leh i like the nasi lemak for dinner it was freaking nice with lotsa stuff inside woohoo! ^^ and knew more ppl some are really friendly.
cant believe we packed teeshirts for like 10/11 hours im surprised though im very slack and lazy and kept sitting down while this hiong lady was rushing really quickly totally put us young ppl in shame hahaha!

wanted to steal the goodie bag i know inside got nice biscuit heeheehee and the pink shirt cause it's more pretty in colour but in the end didnt. D:

speaking of which we realised that actually rv guys aren't that ungentlemanly in comparison LOLOL.

taken a few weeks ago r with her heart shaped raspberry cheesecake subway cookie looking damn happy.

laughing good time LOL

2011-09-22T23:23:00.002+08:00

watched johnny english today! with sec 2 friends haha they are a bunch of funny and sick people LOLOL first time have so many people watch movie tgt.

plot is relatively simple but omg rowan atkinson is like mad, he's a natural joker! damn funny haha and it's so hard to laugh with a full bladder okay but still ohgosh my stomach hurts nia. but he's also a little noob for a spy though thats why funneh!

realised today many people watched the movie! the sjab people plus huixian they all but heheheh we smart we went to cathay instead of contributing to more congestion in jp we have a free drink somemore + cheap student prices how awesome ^^

should go watch it's really nice and funny haha!

end's just a beginning

2011-09-20T18:14:00.002+08:00

ahahaha this reminds me of zaizai that angry furball dog :D

hmmm i guess i've got nothing to say about recent stuff, they are just depressing. i cant rmb a time where i went like, yes! the paper was alright and im so gonna ace it!
unless i meant it sarcastically.
gonna indulge a teeny weeny bit, yeah just a teeny weeny little bit cause there's much more stuff to worry about. what a chore, life's a worry! D:

how i miss donuts. donut factory's donuts. whyohwhy did the one at tiong close down.

complacency

2011-09-15T22:15:00.002+08:00

3 hours for math paper seems surprisingly bearable, i remember counting down the hours while panicking over the (undo-able) questions in the hall. i pray, and i hope with my fingers crossed that i can at least get a decent grade.
though i know im at fault. for being so lax in math revision but oh wells, i guess there's nothing i can do about it now, besides learning a lesson.

i guess im such a fickle minded person. been trying to decide on a suitable movie to watch but i still havent come to a conclusion after so long im terrible. cause im kinda sick of hollywood romance comedies that involve you-know-what. the ratings are like mostly pg13 m18 or r.

okay gonna start work tmr and i shall aim not to be too complacent 4 days arent exactly alot.
LASTPAPER WE NEED TO OWN IT.

2011-09-15T22:10:00.002+08:00

kinda contrasting pieces of music haha.

found this song on oonhim's blog as a fanmade video for ron and hermione but this song really really very nice ^^

eh evanescence looks a little freaky with her eyeshadow but still, her new song after so long! though maybe some earlier songs were better.

Skylar Grey - Invisible

2011-09-13T17:11:00.000+08:00

new single from skylar grey! ^^ not exactly catchy, but the lyrics are good (:

paper and ink

2011-09-05T21:22:00.003+08:00

i seem to have lost the world that was created by the mighty fantasies from books. it's been really long since i've spent the entire day pouring over books (while not feeling guilty for not studying). which i used to do in holidays and whenever NLB comes over for borrowing session :D

so it was kinda overwhelming when i went for the borders sales at expo on saturday, cause there's many many many people, many many many books and a long long long queue. with many people in the queue already reading their books and even people reading their books outside expo in subway while having their meal. booklovers alrighty!

bought 3 books heeheehee for a bargain LOL and met up with primary school friends they really havent changed much hahaha i didnt feel guilty that day for not studying it was an awesome day ^^

super tempted to read one but i suppose i've gotta prioritise :/ ONEMOREMONTH/LESSANDISHALLBEHAPPYLIKEABIRDIE LOL

glee guys! hehehehehe!

realistic?

2011-09-01T22:17:00.002+08:00

this is cliche. i like everyone's smile. i mean, who doesnt?

teachers' day today, still i found ourselves trapped in the past sometimes i think the jc section is really very accomodating. and honestly, rv's getting too big they cant get the atmosphere right sighhh D:

then went sh's house slack in a bid to save $$$ after the entre lunch (which i ate alot :X) and watched the adjustment bureau which is interesting, but then argh romance scenes more than action, not my type. and the guy like dont know what he wants lah honestly, then come up with some cliche stuff for the lady that sounds like to con little gullible kids ._.

oh and happy birthday yuching you are wonderful and you shall have a great day (night) ahead ^^

2011-08-31T22:03:00.002+08:00

exactly.

maslow's hierachy of needs places self actualization as the first. i guess that's kinda true. i shall swear by be better than yesterday and not be setback by the horrible gp paper and the prospect of failure in our project.
what's done is done anyway.

2011-08-30T16:28:00.002+08:00

while im mugging gp for tmr, my sisters are whipping amazing batters with constant aromas trailing out of the kitchen and tempting me with all those cookies and cakes D:
which makes me damn full and sleepy now.
im having cheesecake tonight for dessert i suppose.

2011-08-28T23:18:00.002+08:00

i still remember last year, it was kuku's outing to catch letter's to juliet. it was a pretty good romance movie, better than those chick flicks that leave you feeling like you wasted your time.

i dont know why, but this reminds me of the teachers' pigeon holes. hahaha.

2011-08-28T00:07:00.000+08:00

2011-08-27T23:50:00.002+08:00

went studying and to get teachers day presents with r and xy today, trained to raffles city in the aftnoon and woah, it was mad crowded even though most stores sell high end products! singaporeans are really affluent hmm. basement was toturous with their wide range of food choices and it was totally, tempting~

i really eat too much.

2011-08-23T23:15:00.002+08:00

something we share in common.

i've been using the computer for 5-6 hours. half of it spent on eom hai~ and the other half on pretty useless stuff that shouldnt take priority in my time. sometimes, really, i wonder what i've been doing, and whether it's really worth the time.
it's so tough.
24 hours.

Eminem - Space Bound

2011-08-21T22:13:00.000+08:00

chris webby's voice is so high! O:

wish you were here;

2011-08-21T21:54:00.001+08:00

imagination and sanity.

Joy Williams - "Sunny Day"

2011-08-20T00:25:00.000+08:00

chanced upon this singer at meilin's blog, and i like her style of songs.
especially this song! it makes me feel so happy and carefree~ hope one day i could play this song on the guitar and tian can play the piano haha no lah it will sound horrible if i did.

easily contented

2011-08-20T00:09:00.002+08:00

awesome thing: one hot angmoh guy in front of me in the train haha LOL ☺

haha arent these cute ^^

hmmm gym was good today besides the fact that the instructor chris keep wanting to drag eva and me into health and fitness club; how desperate for girls they seem to be. meilin and shiyi must be highly favoured. then yangyi "lost" his wallet and was panicking around while meilin and joel went to help him search. and in the end the yang goldfish had left his wallet in alvin's bag but he forgot. which made joel rather pissed haha lol.

and somehow we ended up worrying alot for somebody, which makes me feel like sitting on the fence cause i dont have a definite stand. oh poor me, as always, unable to take a side. indecisive as usual.

anyway then ordered double cheeseburger and apple pie from macs at tiong on the way home, but the person gave me 2 mcchickens instead hahaha and i didnt realised till i was on the bus cause i was sort of hurrying to catch the bus LOL. was pretty amazed at myself cause i chomped that down plus papaya which all made me feel so full~ and then my sis came home carrying one big bag of bakery goodies. -swoons-

i think i go overly estatic over the prospect of food. (good food though).

2011-08-18T21:42:00.002+08:00

sometimes silly quotes like this make my day. it makes me feel i still have hope haha.

i've got a responsibility.

and i shall make it work.

i dont care what people think already. (:

2011-08-18T20:29:00.002+08:00

i'm a lousy leader. i'm not even cut out to be one.
i'm indecisive and i lack confidence. in the end the mess gets even larger and i've no idea how to salvage it.
i'm sorry to those who are implicated.

2011-08-17T21:20:00.002+08:00

another of my hamsters died! ):

regretted not giving it as much attention as to the previous hamsters we had, i guess we just have too many of them now.

it wasnt eaten up by this cute kitty here though.

2011-08-14T23:04:00.000+08:00

i'm trying to swear off from using the internet for entertainment use excessively.

my world

2011-08-12T22:03:00.003+08:00

i wish i could live in my world of fantasy.
i have absurd ideas. my daydreamed castles are even higher than jack and the beanstalks.
useless non practical thinking.

having only thursdays and fridays for schooldays is wonderful.

singapura~

2011-08-09T18:21:00.002+08:00

awesome thing: the little prince in Dong Yee! ☺

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIANTIAN! and of course SINGAPORE TOO ♥

and the cip after the national day celebrations.

haha it was such a difficult time to scam tiantian lah she too smart already it's just so hard to surprise her! O: she came as if she had expected all along (maybe it's cause she need to ahem). and regina and i were so happy that our cake wasnt a failure hahaha yay and we like wanxi's comment ((:

so! celebrations for national day yesterday, the best highlight of the day was still:

the food.

HAHA seriously the eclairs were good! and heard that the muffin wasnt too bad either! as a glutton i took two servings i cant believe some people can leave unfinished packets of them beside trash bags some rvians dont appreciate what's good and complain too much.

the rest are uhm, ._. i mean, i like the fresh ideas of babarella and letticia etc., and those students are really brave! but maybe it's too much of... fakes. performances were good but it doesnt really coincide with eh, national day? and as usual the PA system arent too good either though i think it's just difficult to handle such a big group of people. previous celebrations were better. i guess it's just when rv has only 4 levels and everything was easier to manage and it's just... cozier and people are closer. now we are all segregated and stuff.

and then after that was busy busy busy i think im a very indecisive person that's why.

anyway somehow cip! cip was hmmm, okay lah, it's just hard to connect to the elderly and stuff, and i have a feeling sometimes we all 越帮越忙 and our performances were a little... cui. i feel so bad how come i just cant master the pieces ):

anyway was really happy that there was this old lady i was feeding liquid food can speak english! as in she prefers speaking in english and she's so cute haha! and she wanted to eat a paper crane o.o that was a bit weird though LOL. and then realised eemin and that christopher guy has such a 细心side to them!

then we finished and went to jp to get my cup of tealicious :D so happy then sirui and me suay lah the trains at boonlay got prob again! O: then it was so crowded and stuff. ): then home to slack hee!

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY TOO ALL PLUS HAPPY TIANTIAN DAY! ♥

Glee Cast - Jar Of Hearts (Glee Cast Version)

2011-08-09T10:47:00.000+08:00

guilty pleasures;

2011-08-09T00:05:00.002+08:00

awesome thing: a thankyou from someone that you'll never expect to say ☺

feeling euphoric cause i just finished like 2 ++ episodes of glee! ♥ watching glee makes one gleeful. it suddenly dawned on me why glee is so appealing to me. cause nothing is impossible in glee with their brimming ideas that are just so different it kinda make a twist in daily routines in life! and the people are so jubilant cause they are doing something they like.

which is the opposite in real life, sadly.

but at least glee showed that confidence is key. CONFIDENCE. which i'm obviously lacking in. CONFIDENCE. plus the paiseh-ness lol.

2011-08-08T20:12:00.001+08:00

i dont like it when i on the computer just to see who's online and what to do.
makes me feel aimless and a wastage of time bleh. yet i still have this dumb habit. that makes me absolutely dumb.

im a boring person! :/

2011-08-07T16:31:00.002+08:00

awesome thing: when i slack ☺

today my dad opened a pack of marks and spencers fruit pastilles. and then he said, "aiyohh so much sugar left, i go pour into the sugar jar, dont tell your mum."

somehow it sounds very funny LOL.

im coming up with a mug hard timetable already! hopefully a daily reminder to how far that bloody promos is from now, if not im procastinating every single thing i do. it's interesting how time passes so very quickly, it doesnt seem like the end of year is coming. O:

ironically i've been slacking the whole weekends away. this is bad.

taken for granted

2011-07-31T22:05:00.002+08:00

awesome thing: when things have a meaning ☺

someday i shall learn the art of decorating food idk what's that called. but it's a pity to have them eaten ):

i always daydream. or stone. maybe i think too much hmmm.

the area my house is starting to get deserted. the stalls at the hawkers are all moving away, there are less people around, and the area is just quiet and kind of lonely. i think it's gonna get even sadder when all residents in the block are being moved away. then it only leave us one lonely building jutting out like an eyesore (among all the hotels and condos sighhhh).

Reeve Carney - Rise Above 1 ft. Bono, The Edge

2011-07-30T21:43:00.000+08:00

this is really good! ((:

waking up late today!

2011-07-27T23:27:00.002+08:00

awesome thing: when i spot money on the floor hahaha! (which i dont pick up but it makes me happy LOL) ☺

haha i wonder where this poster is! so cute ^^ sound like some innocent kid saying that.

hmmm e-learning today! i think it's kinda fail if you think of it switching the computer on from 8 to 2, cause i doubt anybody will do that. besides it's more of a time for self revision and study of new topics. which is pretty cool.
i guess today was rather productive, cause managed to finish question 3 of math tutorial which consists of infinite difficult questions that a moron like me can take a day to complete. Integration is bleh, pretty horrible, and the kind of math that you constantly have to practise.

oh and subway has a new cookie, raspberry cheesecake! which is kinda yummy it taste a little like hmmm, the jam filled crusts or some other cookie that i've tasted but i cant put a finger to exactly which one.

slacked much from the time i reached home, it was tv and food all the way LOL i cant believe i want to watch a dozen and one things on the tv at one time. and the little boy in dongyee is just so cuteeeeee ahhh mygosh. oh and had magnum cause r told me the 1 for 1 promotion hahaha! which my parents had differing views about buying it lol it was very funny. but it was nice hee ^^

2011-07-26T18:39:00.002+08:00

oh screw the generation gap. i dont believe mutual understanding is only one way when you fail to even try and put yourself in my shoes dont tell me it's for my own good.

tell me how many people, youths in particular, get a scolding for sleeping at 12.30? come on 12.30. i've slept even later than that before luhh -.- and i dont see a link between sleeping late and worsening eyesight cause there simply isnt substantive evidence for their claims the statement is invalid and of course it's plain ridiculous. totally.

2011-07-24T21:14:00.002+08:00

i want to be entrepreneur and set up my very own business someday.

i dont want to be a office lady all my life.

i dont want to be caught up in the expectations people have of me, i dont want to carry that burden of responsiblity and reliance, i want to be free, i want to be me, be myself. ☺

2011-07-23T23:20:00.002+08:00

it's too pretty to be eaten.

i wish i have a clearer direction in life.

cause i like it

2011-07-21T22:16:00.003+08:00

awesome thing: starburst babies squirts! ♥

i finished the second packet of the squirts that eva gave me! ): i didnt ate all of it though, im generous enough to give them to my family! ^^ speaking of which the kindness isnt two way my sisters finished all the fancy gems biscuits and chocolate chip cookies leaving me with empty cookie tins.

today was mr beer's last lesson with us! kinda sad how things turned out, as in we were like planning stuff and the next moment we knew, it's thursday already! how time flies ~ this week's been really fast, and busy too! and apparently i do work very slowly, thats why my homework are always half done only ): im gonna try be more hardworking, cause it doesnt make sense for the teachers to go through stuff when im blur like sotong. that just make me waste unnecessary time for nothing.

oh and went for tchoukball training today, it was really fun ^^ the people are very nice too, i hope we can get along well hee. i wonder if trainings are going to get a load more hiong-er when a coach comes along. hmmm. and i hope i can manage time well.

that's gonna be the biggest challenge sighhhh. i think i need help.

Glee Cast - I Feel Pretty / Unpretty (Glee Cast Version)

2011-07-19T00:27:00.000+08:00

this song is pretty on its own hee it's really good. to me.

im handing eom late! ): and i managed to crap 600 words! omg, there's thoroughly no real content in the things i write.

i ♥ weekends

2011-07-17T19:46:00.002+08:00

awesome thing: my pw group haha ☺

i think my pw group cant live without food! LOL we had like 2 ice kachangs yesterday and it's very memorable for jinjing since she had never tasted ice kachang before.

anyways and i think we have the best combination of grouping since i suppose many other groups are having some problems hmmm ): pw's really applicable since we have to really work with each other to make something work. i hope we do well for pw (:

it's such a busy weekend! went for prize giving ceremony on saturday morning (morning! ):) and omg i think i'll never receive an acaedemic prize related stuff ever since my acaedmics are so cui now no hopes in getting a scholarship sighhhhh. and yangyi didnt wasnt the emcee! O: oh in compensation for sitting there as audiences we had refreshments hee the food's really nice! LOL all my life FOOD is my best pal.

then had pw meeting it's alrighty but guess we wasted much time finding seats and plugs. but it was a good meeting at least we really did work ^^

went for this university thingy at suntec today, it was cool since looking at all those overseas universities im kinda motivated but more of envious cause i doubt i'll ever go to any of those universities unless i suffer a miracle concussion that made me super smart. had lunch, then went home to watch tv and sleep omg i havent finished a single piece of homework yet this is utterly depressing.

and next week is so busy, i think i will just flop and hibernate the next weekend.

skyscraper;

2011-07-15T22:41:00.002+08:00

awesome thing: laughter. is contagious! ☺

i wish i could too.

it's a long week. i'm tired. tired mentally, physically, emotionally and psychologically. i'm not trying to be depressing, but it's really hard to be optimistic to suffer blow after blow that life throws in.
but i guess im strong enough to get over it. hopefully.

anyways i realise i like going to school. to see my friends. to play. to learn. but i dont like the heavy expectations placed on us. it's too much. it's ridiculous. and the whole world might be just placing the wrong emphasis.

today's video on choices made me see a different perspective. it's really great, that speaker. has happiness been rising proportionally to the development of a country! i think it's like an enzyme curve it goes down after the optimum level. getting psycho now LOL.

while everything is going down spiraling, i dont know why i want to take up tchoukball! i mean since it's not an official cca, and that i enjoy the game and i like sports and i have friends i know in there makes it so enticing. but i really dont know what my parents would say. would they invest in any equipment needed for it, will they even approve of it since my results reflect my incapability to actually balance everything well!

help. im in a dilemma. and there's just so many things to take care of ):

NEVERTHELESS, I SHALL BE OPTIMISTIC LIKE A PRIME. (:

Ashley Parker Angel - Beautiful Lie

2011-07-12T21:39:00.000+08:00

was reminded of where did you go by ashley parker angel, and then i found this song to AND OHMY I LIKE HIM SO MUCH why isnt he like, famous ): i dont think many people would have heard of him.

pinkish sunset ♥

2011-07-11T22:15:00.002+08:00

awesome thing: when you do something you truly like ☺

more results of the papers taken are flowing in. it's time to face reality ):

i think jc academics has it that, with sheer hard work, it's not going to get you anywhere. it's where you need a little bit of that intelligence. the little intelligence to propel you further. or like ms ong says, moo sense. well of course hard work is important, and i truly hope i will put in more effort in everything i do. 2 more months, that's it, last chance.

although, i still believe jc year 1 is a (supposedly) happy year ☺where i do things im passionate about.

oh and i'm just so productive and allocative inefficient! D: haha lol.

why do i sleep so much sighhhhhhhhhhh.

Skylar Grey - Dance Without You

2011-07-09T18:43:00.000+08:00

i like skylar gray, but i dont really like this video. it kinda creeps me out.

friday night (:

2011-07-09T15:10:00.002+08:00

awesome thing: sea breeze ☺

temptation!

yesterday was a long long long day! but fun (: and happy haha (:
so after gym trained all the way from joo koon (in order to kope seats haha!) to eunos woah, which is far far far and i was late paiseh! why am i always late nowadays -.- and slept all the way there ^^

okay anyway it was like a mini aylc h2 outing! venus davy justin and eric, then went to find trace at ecp ^^ i think trace is damn cool luh, this time come to singapore again for some nus study camp thats last for 2 weeks, then yesterday was kinda the last day so they had bbq and omg SO DARN LOT OF PEOPLE it was like totally, globalisation! there were people from vietnam, indonesia, thailand and singapore!
and it was really interesting in the way that they behave, as in, they are so high and enthu and stuff you know, that singaporeans are never like. so free and happy. (:

and oh they have loads of food like !%^&*( satays, then there's this like 3/4 of a cake (cheesecake!) that i ate like almost half of it. with a satay stick! muahahaha mastered the art of using a satay stick to eat squishy cheesecake. then they gotta leave awww and then we locals went subway to grab a bite haha more food yeah! and talk. and laugh. LOL.

and realised how no life we are, okay, not no life, but we are really decent people and model citizens of the country bleh. people from other schools are bo liao enough to jump over dustbins and step on a urinal which ultimately crashed the whole thing HAHA and really siao teachers who just made life in school a tad bit more fun.

then went home i've got a direct bus yahooo! with the tarts that the others are so nice to give me as a present LOL didnt expect it at all (and they taste really good heehee) and reached home at like 11. almost totally crashed on the bed to sleep haha what a tiring week.

and today going for an overnight cip i hope i can tahan all the way through it though i doubt it! D:

a feeling so strong;

2011-07-07T21:34:00.002+08:00

i feel like im on top of the world (:

really thankyou to all who made my day, i'm exceptionally happy today!
especially meilin, who made that really beautiful cake and the ahem, cip reflections,
regina huimin xuanyi yili who all seemed so happy today too,
5B as a class,
tian meiwen shieuhuei wanxi shiyi kailun xiuhui zoenin cheryl; the bag's really cute heehee ^^ and the tricycle thingy :DD
all the notes and wishes, they make me smile and laugh to myself like a retard.
the pleasant surprises, still surprised hahaha
my family for all good food LOL :D

and just things that made me feel that life and school's such a better place with all my friends around! ♥

sometimes i wish things were true to what i've imagined, cause it makes me feel so much happier thinking about it (:

iron resolve, no?

2011-07-04T21:52:00.002+08:00

i would like to think that all this mean something.

i think i'm really screwed, need to reorganise my priorities, rethink on what i really want to achieve academically, and have much much much much more self discipline.
i hope i can do it.

Lady Antebellum -Just a Kiss

2011-07-03T00:06:00.000+08:00

i feel like dancin'

2011-07-02T14:43:00.003+08:00

awesome thing: time ☺

a better explanation for the acronym lol.

MYEs ARE O.V.E.R but like somebody said, this is only the beginning of a nightmare. people of our age are one pathetic load. but i guess when we look back we will think otherwise. school is still fun in a way. not the education, but school. (:

2011-06-22T22:17:00.002+08:00

awesome thing: daydreaming ☺

im craving for chocolate and dairy products! O:

omg how i wish this is the first week of holidays. panicking isnt going to help, and neither do i find the motivation to study. im just going through my notes for the sake of studying. not that i dont give a damn about it, but it's just this helplessness about it.

what has happened to me D:

oh come on.

red and yelllow day event @ sentosa!

2011-06-19T00:58:00.004+08:00

awesome thing: that big round innocent eyes (as in not mine!) ☺

cip @ sentosa! i think the event seems fun. and hand/ face painting and tatooing and balloon sculpting is fun haha. but not when we stand for several hours alone lol. anyways peektures! :D

the bg cool right heehee ^^

5B photo! looks so much nicer than the one printed right.

OH THERE'S MANY CUTE LITTLE BOYS :DD

it's one plus in the morning and im tired goodbye.
gosh my mum thought i took a levels higher chinese. i feel so honoured and pro.

5B's outing to sentosa!

2011-06-17T16:33:00.002+08:00

awesome thing: the (slight) feeling of sunburnt! ♥

class outing yesterday at sentosa haha and it's great! though only like half the class came. ):
but we still had fun and alot of food we've got sandwiches and drinks and biscuits brought by meilin and huimin AND I FORGOT TO BRING MY BUCKET OF ICE D: it's still freezing in xuanyi's fridge D:

going to sentosa again tmr in the morning again for cip hope it's SUNNY and i can be tanner and oh my group's gonna be fun i guess! ^^

Study Hard Anthem - Party Rock Anthem Parody

2011-06-16T00:08:00.000+08:00

i chanced upon this on fb, and seriously this is totally LOL.
we need this. come on let's study hard! (:

):

2011-06-15T19:00:00.002+08:00

awesome thing: my green bike. ☺

this look like some barbie doll food O:

this is so depressing honestly SO DEPRESSING. pw's kinda in a mess i think it's my fault cause i havent done the survey thingy and im so guilty now. and im left with less than 8 free days to mug, which there's only 2 days each for each subject TELL ME HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE. AND NOW IM LIKE STILL IN A HOLIDAY MOOD though im panicking like siao ohnoohnoohnoohno THIS IS BAD.

okay this is really bad.

shopping > studying

2011-06-13T19:05:00.003+08:00

awesome thing: vouchers! (damn auntie i know haha!)

went national library with r wt and hp today to study :D then lunch and dessert plus shopping at bugis ^^

heping has the most epic expressions i swear haha! :D

soyato has wonderful flavours i love them all woohoo!

they are awesome!

dear shieuhuei!

2011-06-12T11:57:00.002+08:00

DEDICATED TO SHIEUHUEI,

HAPPY 17TH BRITHDAY!! ♥

it's a pity it rained, if not we would have flown the beautiful kites! and maybe should have borrowed movies that were really famous haha confessions and iris were totally uhm, eh, weird.

we shall go fly kite at marina barrage some day k :D
hope we made your headache go away haha ^^

YES 2011 ♥

2011-06-12T01:12:00.006+08:00

awesome thing: when you see an old friend ☺

the first thing that i felt after this youth entrepreneurship symposium, is HOW GREAT TO WEAR T SHITS AND SHORTS AND CANVAS SHOES. honestly the darn pencil skirt is so restricting i cant walk my super big strides and the bloody shoes is so painful with all those blisters that formed and burst over the days. ):

the yes tee is pretty right! ^^

anyways. this 3 day symposium is really great i dont regret signing up for it at all! like, at first i was like uh, what the hell is this and then i see the programme list it's kinda boring, but it turns out to be okay!

i really love the speakers they're really good! entertaining, funny, engaging, emotional, motivational, inspiring. i really learnt alot from them, their optimistic outlook, the perseverance even though after failures and their attitude. it takes alot to really risk that capital for something that is pretty unknown.

okay so day 1, nothing much, ice breakers, speeches and industry visits! we went to le saint julien's pretty pretty restaurant and listened to his endeavors in being a chef/entrepreneur and afterwards we were treated to yummy sandwiches! yay haha they're super duper good yeah!

and then day 2 was kinda boring cause there were only speeches and the pitch challenge, in which we stayed up late the previous night to kinda come up with something. and then we practised the speeches and our group member wee ping was totally freaking out lol. surprisingly we got into round 2 haha which we didnt care about anything cause we didnt want to get into the finals haha. and oooh that round the atmosphere was like tense i think the first group was damn serious it kinda took the fun away ): but they are really like professionals and they know a great deal about every single thing. and our group was totally like informal LOL.

then after that went joel's house for pw like at around 7 plus, so huixian meilin szenee they all left D: left with joel and jinjing ohmy jj totally has a different side of her that kinda changed my perspective of her. shall not elaborate too much hee ;D

oh then went home and idk why but i stayed up late till 1 again. and sad thing is the reporting time for the next day was pushed forward arghh.

so last day yahoo the funnest and the shiokest haha cos it's kind of short :D

had mass game which is a bit sian and then speeches which i was falling asleep, but there was sakae buffet for dinner yay!

WHICH I DIDNT EAT TILL I BURST I HATE THE QUEUES ): ): ):

and then there was networking so went around knowing people they are all friendly ^^

woohoo FB09 ROCKS and we have our nice facil yang2 who bought us candy haha! which i finished like half in one speaker's speech LOL.

nay, we didnt catch this movie i dont think it's even out yet but hey arent we cool lol!

we went pooling instead heehee which we girsl suck at it but anyway it was fun :D

i love YES (:

so overall i think it's really great and stuff and it really exposes you to the whole wide world. i mean after you talk to the people from other JCs you will find yourself so insignificant and small, especially how we, hello year 5s and 6s from river valley, are treated like secondary school students still. i feel as if there are invisible bars that bans you from your freedom when you are at school. it's just the freedom and treatment that is totally different from other schools. so what if we have a national top scorer? it just says that we are diligent students who mugs the shit off. we dont enjoy as much as other people do. we are no lifers. we are guai kias.

r said that there was a speaker who kinda scoffed and replied that river valley is not a JC. while there is some insult in it, i think it's kinda true. are we even treated like JC students in the first place?

i shall post sh's pictures tmr heehee ;D

2011-06-08T21:16:00.000+08:00

i hate research. bleh.

2011-06-07T17:27:00.002+08:00

utter bliss. but it looks too sweet.

it's june, yeahhh

2011-06-06T22:05:00.003+08:00

awesome thing: when the mind's in a blank state ☺

today's a fun day ^^

econs in the morning, pw consultation in the aftnoon (sighhhhh i hope it turns out well it sounds so demanding), and then meilin joel and i decided to go for a movie and poor meilin has to travel from bukit gombak back to jp to join us so nice heehee. caught kungfu panda 2 and it's uhm, well, okay. it's funnier (maybe it's just that guy with the funny laughter) but it's a little dramatic LOL.

oh while waiting for the movie we went to search for my black shoes while joel sneaked into cotton on haha. meilin's damn good as a shopping partner we got my black shoes in less than half an hour! how awesome! and im still amazed that i can fit in size 40. meilin you're the best ♥

and joel's totally a glutton, he has a bottomless pit stomach. worse he's always tempting me with food ahhhhh.

hmmpf this is like the first movie in this whole entire year can you believe it i've got such a disguisting life i mean, no-life. ):

Linkin Park - Iridescent [HD]

2011-06-05T19:27:00.000+08:00

omg this doesnt seem like linkin park style but i still love it!! :DD

Foo Fighters - Best Of You

2011-06-04T18:47:00.000+08:00

they're cool!

bad, bad girl

2011-06-04T18:33:00.002+08:00

awesome thing: i've got beer at home! chilled beer ☺

i was so scared after reading up on eye infections. i dont know if my vision is worsening due to the infection and i dont know what's wrong with the persistant red eye that doesnt seem to go away. okay it does, but sometimes it gets a litlte pinkish arghh. i hope it just heals on its own like the web says and not some other scary infection that can lead to loss of vision O:

ohmy, it's like 1 week that whooshed past and i have not started in depth revision! i'm gonna get paranoid and stuff i think i need to lock up myself in an empty room with no computer, tv or bed! but i'll need music heehee ;) someday i shall do that.

yay i just pierced my second earhole and it doesnt really hurt! honestly haha oh but i realised that THEN I CANT GO SWIMMING ): which i want to cause im not exercising im getting so unhealthy aiyohhweh.

YES promotional video!

2011-06-01T22:14:00.001+08:00

the YES 2011!

tell me something else;

2011-06-01T21:23:00.002+08:00

awesome thing: the sound of rain ☺

yah, right. i'm the bully. again.

it gets a little annoying. okay not a little, but extremely. you talk to me about fairness. bullshit. totally bullshit. and you know it. i can raise a 1001 things that counters that.

for everything that sounds out-of-the-world thing that i propose, i've gotta give you the rationale. a strong one yo, but you give me a no-you-cant-have-everything-your-way answer. maybe i whine a little, beg a little, say it in a nicer way. i get threatened. fine. fine, i'll get by it.

now that it's the same situation, hello mind you, same, it's just that another person, not me. just the fact that it's freaking not me but my dear-little-girl sis that everything's okay, everything's wonderful, nothing's wrong. yeah yeah i dont think anything's wrong too you know it's perfectly fine with me.

but why didnt you give me the same answer. so you think she can handle it while i cant yah right thanks so much just because you 习惯 doesnt make a good reason like excuse me what was there to be 习惯 about if i accepted that i'm a downright moron.

i'm damn deprived of chances. and the reason is you, man, you. i dont even find the need to discuss things with you. i'm just gonna do it my way. and i dont think im incapable of making wise choices or incapable of following my own choices.

to the hell with the fairness shit you give me.

science camp '11

2011-05-31T23:06:00.003+08:00

awesome thing: when my sis come back with loads of goodies! ☺

okay today was kinda okay, went for 2 SP workshops worth 150 bucks (for free! ~) from being a facilitator in this science camp.
1st workshop's forensic DNA, honestly content for the participants is a little too in depth, BUT LIKE VERY RELEVANT TO WHAT WE ARE LEARNING RIGHT NOW - DNA.

this lady has a son in rv year 3! in choir somemore haha.

end result: DNA being placed in little wells inside this gel like thingy. i still dont really understand the mechanism behind it, but huimin understood and i think this thing's kinda cool! really.

2nd workshop: ice cream making! -screams- :D

so there's a short demo here.

oh. our product LOL made together with ms loh and huimin. it taste kinda okay, like chocolate pancake the one that we had for teabreak ;D but looking at it doesnt make you appetised right.

honestly the organisation of this camp, is quite fail leh :/

and we didnt bond the participants which i've no idea if we are responsible for or not. ): oh but the food provided is (Y) i like heehee. the workshop's kinda okay, though some people say certain workshops are sian. hmmm. maybe just needa walk around and kapoh a bit :D

bless me,

2011-05-30T15:07:00.002+08:00

awesome thing: a room all to myself! (im such a selfish pig haha)

how i miss milk/soymilk in a glass bottle. reminds me of those sold in 7-11s in hongkong, especially during winter.

today went for econs mock exam, terrible as usual cause didnt really study. i get the concepts but i really dont know how to put them into words.

and then had pepper lunch with some 5B ppl; pepper lunch still has student meal! then forget to pierce ear holes with meilin -.-

then i went to apply for a job! haha pretty cool i mean i just filled up a little piece of paper it isnt confirmed yet. but anyway the people there were pretty nice heehee. hope i can manage my time wisely if i really get the job. im risking a little here yeahh, HOPE IT WILL NOT AFFECT MY GRADES.

i need self discipline and motivation yeah. academics is really important i hope this holiday/study break doesnt go past me like whoosh~

2011-05-29T14:37:00.001+08:00

i shall aspire to be a nerdy pig. study hard, slack much.

2011-05-28T21:59:00.002+08:00

♥

cravings

2011-05-27T23:42:00.001+08:00

i think i'm hungry, that's why.

sports do wonders

2011-05-27T23:24:00.002+08:00

awesome thing: sweating all off ☺

eat and sleep, the best attitude.

it's a prank to tell me it's the last day of school. but oh wells, at least ended off today with a light hearted mood ^^

this "class outing" is wonderful at least it's engaging and fun, although some of the class people didnt really join us ): and it's been so long since i've last sweated so much. surprisingly i wasnt that tired as i expected i would be maybe that's kinda a good thing :D
next time will definitely bring my volleyball and r shall bring her frisbee and tgt = fun heehee ohmy i ended up with a swollen thumb now D:

aish shall change my tagbox and update links next time when i really have free time it will be longlonglong later.

2011-05-24T17:03:00.000+08:00

glee's version is better! :D

joy, oh joy.

2011-05-23T20:58:00.003+08:00

awesome thing: ice cream at home ☺

chocolate spams today high sugar rush yeahh! ^^

all those who went us came back it's been so long since i've ever saw their faces haha!
love the damn cheap (BUT SUPER NICE) chocolates, thank you tian, py and r, py for the little book keychain and thankyou ys for the little green cup! ♥
and of course thankyou for the i ♥ NY pencil case i feel so touched awwww.

i think i'm getting fat from eating so much and so little exercise.

it's 10. at night.

2011-05-22T21:47:00.003+08:00

awesome thing: when half the marks and spencer chocolate chip cookies are eaten up by me

i'm resisting the damned urge to scream into an empty space.

tell me how to relax in a situation like this. whereby i'm in the state of mind that nothing can go in and nothing can come out, where everything is screwed up and anything is coming whooshing at me like a meteorite. and when tmr, which is a few hours away, is a monday, and my homework not even touched.

i've got poor time management. i've got uber slow homework speed. and i stand firm that i should not copy homework unless i tried.

i'm desperate. desperate for free time.

i shall try to be optimistic.

2011-05-17T22:18:00.002+08:00

how true this is. but i've gotta really kick my habit of sleeping in the aftnoon it's taking too much of my time!
and self discipline! the computer's addictive i've gotta refrain myself from idling too much.

but how? X:

procrastination;

2011-05-16T22:45:00.003+08:00

awesome thing: when you dont fall asleep in any of the lectures!

this picture's so cute.
and life's indeed pretty amazing.

omg the previous weekend was the shiokest i've ever had for so long, it was pure slacking all the way with the occasional flipping of notes/homework due to the twinge of guilt. but of course today was pretty much miserable since all my homework all typically blank. i must really thank the free bio tutorial which allowed me to finish up the (forgotton) assignment.

and it's gonna be busy today and tmr, i wonder how many hours i can spend without doing something related to the school at all. siannz.

oh and yep like joel said, we are in for a rolling good time for pw; it's getting real interesting. but hopefully it doesnt affect the productivity of our work :D (which it does, much)

2011-05-15T18:39:00.001+08:00

food photography is a wonder.

i need buckets to catch my drool.

2011-05-15T18:37:00.002+08:00

photos on tumblr are always pretty (:

breakeven- the script

2011-05-15T14:02:00.000+08:00